目录
1、锦绣江中舟
2、山間流水
3、自然人与圈外人
4、雪原上飛来一只鳥
5、沼澤地裏的死樹林
6、海峡底的戰舰殘骸
7、域外的歌
8、紙質的原野,農夫與他的狗
3、自然人与圈外人
(切换澳州華文文學网“新體诗歌”俞瑞門詩“圈内的猪,墙内的玉”)
自然人,看猪如小草,看玉如山泉;最难的是看“类它”的圈中人,因为语言不通,除了观察,最好远离。靠得太近,你研究他,他就得了启示想圈养你,新品种,因他难以培育也无从培育,唯有俘获圈起。最珍惜的是圈内造反的,懂得了刺猬的生存之道;圈主吃不了,又怕他三寸不烂之舌说动猪也造反,宁要玉碎不求瓦全;或教唆猪们也锺意同权重者讨价还价。圈子一怒便把他赶出了去。圈门一关,再不让进。
作为一个顶天立地的男子汉,首次感受到这样的孤独,反倒比那种幻想自己是人世间的中心有益得多。此时,自然人与圈外人在旷野相遇,四目对视,热心地握手,先调开眼睛去的肯定是自然人,虽然他同情这个新出现的邻居一如他惯常从自然母亲,从他的上帝那里领取仁慈的关照,因为他习惯了,凭着对周围环境的丰富了解,他乐于听凭自然,哪见过如炬的生死相托的求助目光?对方言辞滔滔,词句愤怒得分明,忧伤而又感奋,真诚又有点笨拙和夸张,同时怒发冲冠。若要听自然人此时的心声,他会说得很简单:他喜欢这位新人,但生活中所有的东西都是短暂的;如果生活遇到艰难,不用担心,艰难也不会永远不变。它只是一道弯,不是末日。失之东隅收之桑榆。但是他也不喜欢那种野蛮的连根拔起,那肯定会影响任何一棵植物正常的新陈代谢。
圈外人长叹一声,自知不该也有类似圈养他人的念头,便安静下来,然后归于沉默;为了适应这样的新环境,他便在圈外开荒种地,搭起了他的圆木小屋,夜深人静月亮高悬时,他徘徊在夜色苍茫里,痴痴地唱起看似无望的给猪们的歌,歌声里他希望自己的家乡重新找回那失落了的根,可以追溯回悠长的数千年,但那音调却凄沧如无月之夜的风声,执着如巨树梢荡下的蜘蛛暗夜里编着的网,使自然人觉得天上真不该此时有满月。自然人他自知不会如此操心,世事来了就来了,去了就去了,什么时候下雨时,正好淋湿了,便想着也有正好没淋湿之时,还有正好皮肤痒想洗澡的时候。听不下时,虽然眼里也涌起泪花,但自然人还是摇摇头向原野走去,心里想的是:奇怪那里猪们的城堡奇特的安静,为什么他们要对自然的世界关起自己心灵的大门?那门关起来了窗户为什么不开?任何人,任何自在的生活,都能胜过再伟大的猪圈。可城堡里的男人眼里又是怎样看待这种生活?暗夜里有怎样稀奇怪诞的事件不为人知地发生?作为自然人,他非常清楚“坚持是奇迹的襁褓”,而在圈外人与城堡之间就有着“坚持”。自然人确信圈外人明天会有一个闪耀着露珠的清晨, 他都似乎看到了明天初升的太阳将那最早的一束金色的光芒照耀到了那新开垦的土地上. 他怀着这样的确信离开了,他身后留下了那圈城,与城外独眼般一盏火,悠悠如豆,在暗夜的风里摇弋着,也闪动在圈外人的眼中,等着圈城也成遗迹。
而曠野上,只要還有自然人在游蕩,有那痴心的圈外人,那圈裡的王國就有融入自然的希望。
英譯文本-Jin Sheng ( Australia)
Natural one and outsider one
(Grafting from the poem” the pigs in the circle and the jade behind the wall” by Raymond瑞门 in the www.aucnln.com 05/02/2012)
1、
Naturel one, who sees a pig
As watching grass-like,
Thinks of Jade as waters
Running off its hillside,
For whom
The most difficulty is
To deal with them
Who is the “look-like natural
But enjoying their lives
In the pig’s circle.
there are some
Language barriers
Between them.
So, for a better
The natural one
Stays away from
Pig’s circle
Instead of waking them.
Getting close
To them
Would be too dangerous.
While you
Meditate them
They want to raise you
In captivity as
One of a new
Variety, beyond
Their capabilities,
A new breed
in their pig’s cycle
As were usual
With their smell.
But most treasure one
Is the revolted one!
2、
Who, having learned from the existence
Survival of Hedgehog has
Made pig circle’s owners feared
That their formidable silver tongues
Might rouse
A pig rebellion
For justice
Or encourage
Pigs to be
Bargain-ones
In their circle.
The circle is
So furious
That it drives
Him out and
All the doors
Closed behind,
As a revolted-one
No more since
A circled hometown
Left for him.
Feeling such loneliness
First time
In life is
Healthful as
Indomitable man
Instead of
Fancying himself
In the center
Of the men at
This point,
A natural one
Meets with
The newcomer.
3、
In this vast wilderness,
Eye to eye, two pairs
Of them are staring at each other,
Also, warmly shaking their hands
As new neighbors.
But turn eyes
Away first must
Be the one
Natural who
Gets used to
Understanding
Of the surrounding,
Could not bear
Such eyes sharp
In his
Heart.
Those words
Boiled from lips,
Those lyrics
Angry in sadness
With honestness
And sincere,
A little clumsy exaggerated,
A while
He ran blood
To the edge of hair emotional
Up purple.
4、
If letting nature- one say
He might say simply:
He would like him, but all things
In life are temporary.
If going wrong,
Don’t worry,
Last long
They can’t
Either: it’s just
A bend,
Not the end!
“Gain on
the swings what
You lose on
The roundabout”.
Also, the way
To uproot by
Disturbing forever its
Metabolism delicate
Of the plant
Torn its root
He does not
Like it.
Sighs the outsider
At the thought:
Should not
Have the ideal of
Capturing
One like the owner of
Pig’s circle has been doing.
So, folding sorrows
Back with meditating
Upon the vivid new demands
Of the soils.
5、
Cut trees and grass around,
Hoe the soil build
Up a log hut for his home.
At a still night, he could
Not be quiet
Beneath moonlit,
He lingers
In the shade
At night, with
Songs misty-eyed,
Outside pig’s
Circle, of hoping
His songs
Might echo in
People’s hearts,
Might produce in
Their minds
Within certain
Individual condition,
A mood
Of spiritual consciousness,
Yet, of hoping
The country traces
Its lost roots
Among thousands
Of years.
But his tones
Like moonless wind
Soaked in sadness,
Yet as the tide unflagging,
As spider
Down swinging
With its own network
Under the sky.
6、
That makes the natural one beyond
The moonlit night, who stood
Watching and listening to, not
Affected by the miserable mood.
Things coming
And going,
When it rains,
Runs wet,
Other times
Rain-without, yet
Just when itches
The skin needs
A bath
When coming rains.
As barely could
Bear the songs,
Eyes teared,
The natural one
Puzzled heading down
His homefields
With such thoughts
In his mind:
“ Why did they shut
The doors
Of their hearts
Against nature
And shut without
Any open window?
So eerily silent,
They would pass their own
Life? A man
Holding life in
His own hand is wiser than
Any pig’s circle
7、
“What kind of image is
Beheld in the eyes of the souls
Having lived in the castle?
What kind of bizarre events
Would occur
In their darkness
Letting their
People unknow? ” As
A natural one,
He knows
Very well
That persistence
Is of miracles
The mother:
The persistence
Is all
That stands
Between a castle
Of pigs
And outsiders.
With the imagination
Of the next
Dew-soaked bright
Morning seems certain
In seeing
The rising
Sun shining
The earliest
Golden light
Across the newly cultivated earth
Beside the outsider
Before it
Has detached itself fully from
The purple horizon.
8、
Heartly with such certainty,
He leaves the pig-city
And the camping fire
Like a single eye of night
In the air
Like a bean
Leisurely burning
And swaying in
The dark, flashing
Yet in
The eyes meditating
Upon its relic,
Of the outsider.
As long as
There is
Natural-one
Loitering around
The outsiders on
The vast land,
To keep waiting
The next morning
The grass
Drenched with
The dew, the searing
Wilderness with
Sun rising
On the edge
Of pig castle
There would be
True hope for pig castle
Uniting with
The natural
Human society in the songs
Of cherishing voice.
21/11/2022
词语注释:(略)